Oh!
So i'm seen as the super bad person hur??
Telling the truth is all i wanted & did, whether to accept it or to ignore it, it's up to you people.
I'm not blaming anyone.
But just think about your own behaviour.
Fame?
What's that man??
I believe attitude on court is important, but without good attitude off court, what's the freaking point man??
Whether to heed others' advices, it's up to you.
Trying to improve doesn't depend on words alone, attitude is vital.
If you don't dare or don't want to accept people's words, don't ever think of improving.
C'mon la, do some soul-searching please.
If fames & skills can get you far, forget it.
Back-ups? I DON'T FREAKING BUY THAT.
If you girls hate me, go ahead.
Truth is never pleasing. & that's why it's called TRUTH.
Curse & swear like however you want, i don't need to be well-liked.
& hello? I think i'm the senior here.
Such a shame for Christians to call themselves Christians when they don't behave like one.
Love God when in church, praise Him.
& f here f there when they're not in church..
sigh~.
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will.
- Romans 12:2
Yellowcard-Gifts & curses:
Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.
(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.
Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?
(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...
I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you. Fight on for you...
Sometimes, it's really freaky when you're running in your nightmares.
You could feel your heart racing at 100 miles per hour.
It seems like you're gonna die anytime, you might just receive a gunshot in the back of your head, & everything just vanished into the thin air when the phone rang...
You're just gonna die..
Jieying- No point getting angry, no point feeling sad. There's nothing more we could do. Things ain't the same as before. People come & go. When they want to go, there's nothing that can stop them, just let them off. They lead their own lives, we are merely outsiders or even passer-by of their lives. We leave back some good memories, but whether to treasure it or dump it into the drain, it doesn't concern us. We ain't gonna weep, cause no one will appreciate other than ourselves. No one knows how heart-wrenching it is, cause they know nothing. Efforts may have paid off or gone down to drain, but we've done our best.
Don't judge them, let them be. Cause we were thought to be un-cool. So yup, what happens next, God knows. But at least, we are doing what we should, by not falling into the devil's trap & into the blindness of this utterly disrupted world.
You gave them a helping hand, but they pushed you away. Just let them drop dead & die then.We win as a team, lose as a team! :DIt meant nothing to them anymore.
We tasted the sweetness of victory.
We laughed tgt, & cried tgt.
Singing 'collide' tgt.
Eating bananas.
Sharing the same bottles.
Spurring each other on.
It's simply dung to them, but it's a dear to me...
Will you ever turn back & say you love us? Or did you not in the very first place? )':
To the ripper of my skirt:
God told me you're gonna pay for what you've done. So watch out.
*(May you suffer the fate of my skirt. )
Ripped apart!
* God didn't tell me this, it's from the echo of my mind. :D
I seriously hope that Mr yeoh will come back one fine day.
No matter how many people dislike him, but we the EX- B girls sure love him.
I want Miss lim to stay as well.
They are the BEST basketball teachers-in-charge EVER!
I missed the good old days when Mr yeoh reprimanded us, taught us & DISCIPLINED us!!!!
"LOGIC LA GIRLS!!!"
I miss that.
When he was around, no ear studs! One ear stud appears on somewhere other that ear lobe, you're gonna have a hard time.
Don't even talk about the freaking tongue stud..
Ha.
& Mr yeoh = No buggers hanging around the basketball court.
I feel that the court is like so freaking polluted.
So disgusting~
I HATE THAT.
& those who think they are so pro?? Oh please, you people are NOTHING!
Just bunch of craps trying to be like pros.
Mr yeoh= No vulgarities in court.
NOW?!?! FFF, CBCBCB, LJLJ are EVERYWHERE!
Oh gosh.
I want Mr yeoh & Miss lim..
With them, no doubt you will see the most disciplined batches ever.
What now?!
Bunch of arrogant & selfish fag.
& if you think i've got no right to say all these because i can't shoot well as a basketballer, oh please.
Least i have the perseverance & attitude to learn.
Wanna compare with me? Let's play fastbreaks.
:)
So loved :D.
Meg & dia- Roses:
Turn around there's those eyes again.
Turn around fake indifference and I.
Watch their cold, dark silhouettes disappear.
A hundred bodies fill this room.
And all their faces overdone.
Pain is foreign, foreign to us.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
Was it something I did wrong?
Roses, roses cold.
Roses, roses sold out.
Turn around reds and whites again.
I'd sell my kicks for one more low tar.
Fevers hand in hand with shoelace bracelets.
Why are some girls so naive?
He didn't unbutton your blouse to see.
A better view of your heart.
Oh yeah, can't blame you for trying.
Sing it soft.
Make it slow.
Apples parachute the boys back down.
Fill it up.
Overflow.
A new, improved modern way to feel.
I don't even know you.
You won't even know I'm gone.
Was it something I did wrong?
Hello?!?
I give up man.
Utterly disappointed..
JUST GO AHEAD.
I wanna be crazy again.
With love,
YINING! Thank you so much for the encouragement :D .
Captain's ball didn't go that well. ):
But yea, everything has its first time, & i'm gonna learn! :)
Discouragement? Off you go.
"Woah oh! God be the solution!!" It's playing in my mind non-stop!!!!
Yes, God be the solution.
Dinner with Mr seow.
The Ring on channel 5!!!!
But i'm gonna do some revision before i freak myself out.
Alright, pictures' time!
Yuhong..,
Yuhong-look-alike!!! Lost long sister found!!
Inspiration to mug!
Love, Mr seow ;) .
I'm gonna run till the end.
HOHOHO!
Went to SA again, accompanied by Xinyu.
CJY ar! I tell you ar! You sure regret for not going can?!
We saw Bindy!! && went to the theatre && climbed up to where the air-con pipes are located!!
Kinda freaky though, but new experience!
Go la, go for injection la.
But HAHA! Don't worry, you ain't the most kia-su & kia-see one.
Chatted with Vincent & Fahrun for a tiny weeny while.
Yes yes yes, everything depends on me, myself & i right now!!
It's gonna be me & me & me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Nothing's gonna stop me.
I can't & won't disappoint my family, myself & God.
HELL NO.
If ever you love me, you'd say it's okay.
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo sleepy please.
Probably i have stuffed myself with too much food!
Sakae for brunch.
Fondue in the evening.
These 2 sinful food are making me really bloated now!
May not be ALOT, but the contents are more than enough to kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
& Dorothy Perkins & 2 Tees sure made me better!
:D
But i'm gonna studddddddddddddddddddddy!!!
Oh yes, rmb when i was in korea, this lady said to me: Your smile is so pretty.
;D
I ain't boasting, but i don't know where did that pretty smile go..
Once again..
Light-headed.
Guess i've been ______ too much hur. Hahaha.
Well, guess it isn't funny at all.
I'm so shacked.
Whether mentally or physically, IT DOESN'T MATTER anymore..
Physically; perhaps due to mental.
Mentally; all cried out..
I hate to say this but i'm sorry.
1 more week to another month anniversary, but i don't wish to drag it until next week just for the sake of being tgt for 1 more month.
As each & every day passes, it's getting closer to O's.
& means i'm wasting more time just to prolong this relationship & the lesser time to recover.
Nobody wants this.
Let's just put this down for the time being.
What comes next belongs to the unknown.
Nobody has an answer.
Forgive me, darling.
& people! If you're thinking i'm those sorta person who use "SICK OF RELATIONSHIP" & "STUDIES" as an excuse to end a relationship, i'm so sorry to say that YOU ARE SO DARN WRONG.
Cause i hold responsibility for whatever i've done.
& wondering why i post this if i'm afraid of what you people are thinking,
OH PLEASE, i don't post for you.
I post for those who care.
In the first place, you don't have to read it.
GET IT, FOOLS?
You better study if you've got nothing better to do, instead of sticking your stupid hand into others' business.
Westlife- If i let you go:
[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?
[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh
[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
All cried out.
Usher- Burn:
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't coming back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Oh oh oh oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
I'mma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (oh)
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oh ooh oh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I've got no choice but to believe my spongebob boxer really works.
It's indeed my lucky charm! :D
It has been with me for the WHOLE season of tournament, i swear i never failed to wear it for every game.
& obviously, it got us to Nationals top 4. (:
For today, hmmmmm~
Heh.
Tuition just now, & then private time for 2 hours!
It sure works, quite productive i will say.
Yup, that's my day!
& this is sort of my favourite out of so many of their songs.
Enjoy.
M2M- The day you went away:
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
The day you went away
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
Hello.
Yea, went Sajc ytd.
I'm so alien to them, hello?!? I just don't have the SAJC tie & skirt is a lil longer (HA).
What's wrong with that?
Kinda excited for tmr though.
HMM~
Anw, i'm gonna finish my folio!! HOHOHO!
Like after 1984151652 months & finally i'm gonna say BYEBYE to it!
Oh yes, to whom it may concern.
I will be more than happy to see you DROP DEAD & DIE, ARSEHOLE.
Guess i'm influenced by weiquan la.
Starting to love westlife more & more!
But serious speaking, their songs are good.
& sometimes listening to some not-so-old oldies ain't that bad after all.
:D
Westlife- Why do i love you:
Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do
Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do